My First

 "I used to love him"

I used to love him

fantasized about him before the lovin

our love was warm, like my inner thighs when we touchin

but good things never last, at least thats what they say,

I thought this was more than good, an experience that should have stayed.

Always had the bomb trees and his sex was brilliant

on the brink of it all, I had to keep it

I mean you, I wanted to keep you

but I guess my womans worth wasn't the right spell

I guess my love wasn't the best, couldn't compare it to that dude maxwell

meaning it wasn't high, to its fullest capability

you let me go like a caged bird im free but not where I need to be

lost in a world filled with cold fear back then

never knowing when to love again my heart was absent

like back in junior high

yeah, we used to get high

high in a state that we lived through each other

my eyes were yours and our hearts would pour

into each others arms like oil on a baby

you used to be my baby, feelin on me my body would always be so shaky

tingling, like I was nervous, never put on a show, boy this aint no circus

i lose myself in these words i write, better yet i find myself these words so right.

I used to love you.